I laugh, i smile and make you think i'm happy. I hide all the pain inside and no one knows the truth. 

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me. I wont tell the truth bout my true feelings, i love him but emmm hmmp i'm too disappointed :( i really hope that someone come and change my days, someone that i can share my stories, someone who can be the first one text-ing me early in the morning, live my life with happiness and so on. i really wish that i could be happy again. pls God, i miss all the moment, but i knw i cant. yaa harap dia happy emm mungkin somedays dia dah ada gf, and mesti happy :) hmmp mungkin ada hikmah semua ni terjadi kan hmmp Ya Allah berikan hamba-Mu kekuatan untuk menempuh segala dugaan ini. i hv to move on, cuz there's nothing else i can do.